Call Me Xander

          Walang akong magawa. Hindi rin ako inspired sa araw na ito. Pakiramdam ko wala namang kamangha-manghang nangyayari sa araw na ito. Naisip ko na wala din namang exciting na gagawin kundi ang humilata sa kama at tumingin sa kisame. Ito yung mga araw na kung hindi occupied ang utak ng isang tao ay dun din pumapasok ang mga nakaka "emo" na bagay sa mundo. Gaya na lang nang pag-alala sa nakaraan. Kadalasan mga malulungkot na aalaala.Ito yung moment na kung saan ginugunita natin na nasakta tayo, iniwan at bigla na lang tayong nalulungkot at manghihinayang. Minsan kapag sobra ang sakit na naransan nung nakaraan ay umabot tayo sa punto na iiyak tapos biglang marealize natin na tapos na pala ito. Parang tanga lang!           Tumayo ako sa kinahihigaan ko at nag ikot sa buong hacienda bahay (kubo?) namin. Mag-isa lang ako. Wala si Mommy at Daddy (pasosyal!). Tahimik ang buong hacienda bahay (kubo...

Habang nakahiga sa duyan na aking tambayan Nagmumuni-muni sa mga nangyari noong nakaraan Sa duyan umusbong pagiibigan na puro kasinungalingan Ngunit sa mismong duyan nangangarap na ako'y iyong balikan Naalala mo pa noong una kitang niyaya Na sumabay sa indayog ng aking duyan at tayo ay magparaya Magiliw kang sumakay sabay hawak ang aking kamay Nangako kang ako'y samahan kahit duyan ay wala nang tibay Ngunit sa paglipas ng panahon pagibig mo ay nagbago Ang dati mong sigla sa duyan ko ay naglaho Ang sabi mo sa akin pagod ka na at nahihilo pa Di naman kaya buntis ka aking sinta? Sagot mo ay "Oo" ngunit di ako ang ama. Wasak ang puso nang iniwan mong nagiisa Sumama ka sa iba na di hamak ako ay mas gwapo pa Sana di na lang umasa na ikaw ay makakasama Luha ay umagos sa aking mga mata habang nagiisa sa duyan na nakatunganga. Ang tulang nasa itaas ay kalahok sa patimpalak ni Tweety BIRD (Iya_khin) na pinamagatang Luha Mo sa Pakont...

My week ended with a blast, as in literally blast (lol). Last Saturday, we checked in at Dusit Thani Hotel with my former colleague for a birthday celebration. I thought most of us will go but unfortunately few were able to come. We had a great time talking, laughing, talking again and then laughing. The next day was great since we had the chance to go to the pool area where some of my colleague went swimming. Since I didn't bring my swimming trunks (Lols). Me and my other office mate decided to take some pictures while others are enjoying swimming. My officemate and I decided to try the jump shot. We're on my third pose, when I hear a crack aweful sound. The last time I remember was I was holding my jeans together because it was torn from underneath. When I checked it, it was torn from the waisteline down to the my legs at the back. You can imagine my butt sticking out, luckily I'm wearing my best under garment that day. Bwahahaha.. Buti na lang may panulsi ang kasama...

 MAKATI , Philippines -- Today, July 23, 2011 is my brother's birthday. His the eldest in the family. I can say that me and my brother have that "frienemies" kind of relationship when we were still kids. I believe his 2 years older so we basically almost grow together. What I really dont like about having an older brother is that you'll inherit every clothes, shoes and other stuff that your older brother doesn't wear or use. In short, tagapag-mana ng tira-tirang damit. However, in our case my parents make it sure that what my older brother have, I'll also get. Like one time our parents bought us this terno shirt and short. We have the same shirt (but different in color), same shorts (different in color), same shoes (different size..of course). Worst right? I am like a copy cat of my brother. Anyways, it doesn't really bother me as I always look up to my brother. He has been my idol aside from my father. Anyways, since I am away from home and I...

Bumuhos na naman ang ulan Nakadungaw sa bintana nakatingin sa kalawakan Minamasdan bawat patak ng ulan Tinitignan bawat dampi ng ulan sa labi ng kalupaan Naalala mo pa ba nung minsang umulan Habang tayo ay naglalakad doon sa may simbahan Bigla kang tumakbo akala ko ako ay iyong iiwan Ngunit sa iyong pagtakbo hawak mo ang kamay ko at payong ay iyong binuksan Kay sarap gunitain ang bawat alaala Kahit sa mga araw na ito ikaw ay nasa bisig na ng iba Masaya na ako sa panahong maulan ang paligid ko Sa nagiisang payong mo ako pinasukob mo. Ngayong wala ka na at maulan na naman Di na nababahala kahit mabasa sa ulan Dahil sa ngayon ako ay nagsasaya Habang naliligo kapiling ang mahal kung kakosa Kaya ang aking paalala Kahit na bumuhas man ang ulan sa tuwina Wag mabahala kahit na mabasa Dahil payong ng iba ay nakahanda Ngunit kung ulan ay lumala at payong ay wala Di pa rin nababahala ang puso kung balisa Sapagkat ang araw ay sisikat ng dakila At tan...

I have a friend who really likes this guy and that every time the guy talks to her she thinks that the guy like her a lot. It seems to me that the guys is just being friendly and entertaining. However this girl friend of mine doesn't care at all. She really think and believe that the guy is really into her. Most of the time she so protective of the guy to the point of stalking the guy. She is really getting crazy over this guy. I almost slap her in the face just to wake her up from this madness. I just want to let her know that she is just wasting her time and effort with a guy who isn't worth her time. She deserves someone who will love her, right? right? And hopefully she'll awaken from her fantasies. Wake up my dear! Anyway, I suggest my dear girlfriend to check and see the signs below if the guy is really NOT INTO YOU: If he's not asking you out. If a man likes a woman, he can stop himself - he wants more. He wants to make it further. If he is atrr...

My life is in chaos. Its not that obvious but lately I feel that I've been running to and fro searching for something I don't know. Sometimes I feel so alone and like nobody cares for me at all (I hate this feeling actually). I know this is just a state of mind but sometimes I can't resist the intensity of it. However, I tend to not soak myself into it as its not helping me as a person. I know that I am strong and I can do all things through God who strengthens me.   I arrived home from work with a heavy heart. I really don't know why, but sometimes, I'm like this (yes! sometimes nag-eemote din ako). Pagdating ko sa bahay, I immediately changed clothes and then rest for a while. Seated on the floor, staring at the open window, looking from a far. Yung tipong malayo ang tingin mo at malalim ang iniisip. Honestly, ang dami ko talagang iniisip. Ano nga ba iniisip ko sa mga oras na ito? Heto... I was thinking if the job that I have right now is what I reall...