Tired

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im tired..
dont now where to hide…
i never lied…
from the day your on my side…
you keep me calm…
when everything is going down…
but why i feel like this…
when in the first place you know how i miss…
your kiss
your peace…
maybe you need to ignore…
this feeling in me that i cant restore…
time will tell
i know i dare…
things will pass…
until the end and surely we’ll last…

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