Of Realizations, Doubts and Rejection
This is the longest vacation I ever had. I mean, I haven't been this lax all my life. As most of you know that I am currently jobless and finding ways to have the ends met. Though I know that sooner or later I will land on the job that is best for me. However, just this afternoon as I was staring at my laptop browsing some job openings I feel so useless. I just feel so helpless. I've never been this idle for a long time. I felt that my skills and expertise are so not working anymore. I began to ponder on why and what happened. It shouldn't be this way. I should not feel this way. I should rejoice because I have the time to rest and think of better ways on how and where to discharge my energy. I began to doubt myself and feel that I am incompetent and that I can not really do greater things. I am just one of those wannabee who is trying so hard to impress a lot of people but deep inside I am just the same wannabee who will fail in the end. I feel rejected....
ganda ng bokeh!
ReplyDeletemga ordinaryong halaman at bulaklak lang pero magandang tingnan pag nasa larawan na. meron din akong mga kuhang ganito di ko pa na post
ReplyDeleteso nice...makagawa nga ng garden!
ReplyDeletehusay naman! ganda ng pics! clap clap!
ReplyDeleteganda ng pagkakuha! i love flowers..
ReplyDeleteAy! Bakit may langaw?
ReplyDeleteHahaha! sorry naman, napansin ko talaga eh. hihi. Ganda ng mga kuha mo, xanderboi! Lume-level up! Galing! :D
Ang ganda nga ng mga shots. Walang edit to?
ReplyDelete@Leah --hahahaa may langaw nga ehh dapat bubuyog.. hahahhaah
ReplyDelete@Yow- walang edit yan yow hehehehe...
ReplyDeletewowww., amazing.,
ReplyDeletehuwaw...ayos sa shots ^_^ Merry Christmas Xander!
ReplyDelete@Sendo- Thanks at Merry Christmas din sayo.
ReplyDeleteIntriguing ang stones pictures! Ang ganda.:)
ReplyDeletei love what you did with the stones! great pics! :)
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