Call Me Xander

Hey Guys! It's been a while since my  last update. Honestly, I really dont know what to do with this blog. I have so many things in mind, like what I really want to write about but everytime I hit the keyboard, everything just go away and ideas easily slipped. I have a lot of stories I wanted to write but suddenly got lost interest in finishing it. I have so many poems to share but felt that it doesnt even reflect me as a person. Like right now, my mind is uneasy. Unfocus. Undecided. For the nth time, I'm planning to delete this blog because I don't see any reasons why should I keep one . It could give a lot of space in blogosphere for people who can really write. People who are more qualified to write and had the license to write. Mine is just jibberish... Before, I tend to write something that inspires people. I like writing stuff that will give them hope, encouragement and strength. But i realized, how can I write some...

Habang nasa byahe ako kaninang umaga papuntang work, bahagyang uminit ang ulo ko dahil sa sobrang traffic ng kalsadang dinadaanan ko. Halos dalawang oras ang byahe ko papasok sa work na kung tutuusin ay nasa 30 minutes lang ang byahe. Pero kaninang umaga, kakaiba! Hindi ko alam kung anong meron pero sobrang traffic talaga. Isang oras na ang nakalipas sa byahe eh medyo nagagalit na ang ibang pasahero na kasabayan ko. Pati ang driver mismo ng jeep ay galit na din. Pinipigilan kung magalit kasi kapag nagalit ako, alam ko na buong araw na akong galit. Kaya hanggat maari ay ayaw kung magalit. Sinuot ko ang earpiece at nagpatugtog na lang para kalmado pa rin ako. Music play.... Akmang-akma ang musika na napakinggan ko... "Jesus Take the Wheel" ni Carrie Underwood. Naisip ko na sana si Jesus na lang ang nasa manibela, Im sure mabilis ang byahe namin ng walang problema. Habang paulit ulit kung pinakikinggan ang musika ay mag dadalawang oras na ako sa byahe. Isip...