Of Realizations, Doubts and Rejection
This is the longest vacation I ever had. I mean, I haven't been this lax all my life. As most of you know that I am currently jobless and finding ways to have the ends met. Though I know that sooner or later I will land on the job that is best for me. However, just this afternoon as I was staring at my laptop browsing some job openings I feel so useless. I just feel so helpless. I've never been this idle for a long time. I felt that my skills and expertise are so not working anymore. I began to ponder on why and what happened. It shouldn't be this way. I should not feel this way. I should rejoice because I have the time to rest and think of better ways on how and where to discharge my energy. I began to doubt myself and feel that I am incompetent and that I can not really do greater things. I am just one of those wannabee who is trying so hard to impress a lot of people but deep inside I am just the same wannabee who will fail in the end. I feel rejected....
sabi nga nila may mga bagay na talaga na mahirap pero dapat kayanin,,,
ReplyDeletewelcome back again!!
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ReplyDeletehey xander! officemates pala kayo ni 'sir jeri. :)
ReplyDeleteIt's difficult, but not impossible. Wishing you the best.
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