Friends Forever. I scanned each pages while I reminisced the time that me and my best friend where still together "as friends". The time that we can share anything without any doubt, fear or what others would say. I quoted "as friends" because there was a time when I almost lost her. There was a time when we let go of the years and the things we've been together. Its the time when we stop calling as friends. Its the time when I thought I will lose her for the rest of my life. I cannot really tell in complete details about what happened, maybe in the future, but its something that I regret it happened to us. Its something that I didn't consider before doing such stupid things.
Anyways, this entry is not about regrets and about failed friendship promises, but this is dedicated to her as I miss her a lot. I miss every moment when we were still. This is to tell her how I value our friendship and maybe telling her that whatever happened in the past, its already buried and forgotten as its not written in stones. This is to let her know that I am so proud of our friendship. I am so proud of what we have become after we parted ways. I just want to let you know that I still have that friendship deep in my heart and that I never really let it go. I wish we have more time to reach each other but I know that if I need you, you will always be there for me.
Going back to the moment when I was scanning the script, I came across this song about reaching a friend who went away or ran away. The lyrics of the song tells about two friends who haven't had any chance to talked about their separate lives. They were separated by unavoidable circumstances. The other friend is asking God to reach her friend and keep her safe. The title of the song is: Can You Reach My Friend. Below is the song I was talking about.
What happened between me and my best friend gives me some lessons. ONE, You need to value your true and trusted friends. TWO, Never say never to a friend. As the famous line said, A friend in need is a friend in deed. THREE, Do anything for a friend. Anything that will build your friendship and trust to each other. Never tolerate a friend to do something that's not good. When he/she commits mistake, be there for her/him. And lastly, FOUR, never compromise your friendship.
To my best friend which I will call You-Know-Who (as I'm not sure if she will allow me to mention her name in my blog), if you read this, hope you'll know that I am always here for you maybe not physically but spiritually. Your "Best" is always here. I am a friend till the end.